Wednesday, September 15, 2004
1:49 PM
sharks..okie..im better than ytd..tats for sure..mi mama know le..coz ytd i was studying for chemistry..then down there crying also..then mi mom by rite wun look at mi de..so i think cry is safe..then later she stood up..walked towards mi then she saw mi crying..then asked mi wad happen..she tot i was sick..then for the very first time..she didnt scold mi for getting bad results..bad till i mite flunk hist..i think itz for the first time..i sec 3 onwards i think i nv flunk hist before..then i think itz also the first time i cried till real hard for mi results..even when i scored very badly for other times i also nv realli cry..she comforted mi..then say nvm..but i cld tell she was quite disappointed also..coz itz a part a n part b qns..then i think she also told mi father..tats y he didnt ask mi how i did for the paper..hmm..i think itz tat even if they forgive miself..i cant forgive miself for making such a stupid mistake..zhi ming shang..causing mi to flunk hist..n maybe combined humans..mi mama said tat itz okie if i cannot go to jc..but itz not okie to mi..i realli wan to get into a jc..maybe ive been realli pampered since young..i get wadever i wan..em1..get into 6A..then got into zhonghua..though i wanted to go cedar at first..then got a triple sci course..everything i wanted..maybe coz of tat ba..i wanna go sa..saint andrews..but li yun they all say tat if wan transfer sch after getting o level results very difficult..tats y i also dunno how..aiya..dunno la..have to study real hard for mi chem..n i have to get all As for mi both maths n chem in order to get into a jc during mi first 3 mths now..ehz..today bio prac..was okie for mi..though i got a bit blur at the beginning again..but got 2 sets of diff ans by the majority of the ppl..also dunno which one is correct..dunno..going to study for mi chem le..:)..
